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Here it goes again

That familiar feeling

It’s all bundled up inside

Twisted in my heart

A knot in my throat

I can’t swallow it

I can’t shake it

Here it comes again

The feeling of hopelessness

Doubting myself

Not believing in me

You doubt me so why shouldn’t I

Nothing ever goes my way

No matter how hard I try

Or even if I pray

Every step I take forward

I get knocked two steps back

I stand here motionless

Emotionless

So numb inside

Confused

What can I do?

I can’t stop these feelings

They so easily consume

Here it goes again

I want to cry

But because of this emptiness

It seems easier to die